Difficult week...

I've had a very difficult week this week...sometimes it seems this is all becoming too much for me to face. I see sooooooooooo many child abuse/neglect cases that it tears me up emotionally to know that I want a child so bad and these people that have their blessing seem to not realize how blessed they truly are. I find it difficult sometimes to talk to Jesse about it b/c I don't want to make him feel bad, so there are days that I cry & cry & cry and can't stop...I don't really know how much sleep I've gotten this week, but it hasn't been much...again, it's been a difficult week...none-the-less, I try to hold my head up high and I realize that God has all things in His control, so...